um... yeah. I apologise for my absence, again. i just realised how long its been, wow.

Im not coming back though, not yet. I dunno, i just dont live on the internet anymore, but im not doing anything spectacular either (apart from getting a job which is good but im so tired at the moment i dont feel like doing anything). Everythings just kind of blurring together lately, feel kind of lost.

I guess im also kind of reluctant to face everyone cause i should have something to show for it, and i dont. Theres no real excuse for it.

Art is something that has been slipping away from me lately, i struggle to remember why i do it in the first place, its not really fun anymore. Probably dosent help that i call it 'work'.

I havent forgotten about my owed art here, im ashamed its taken so long actually. Im sorry guys, i promise it will happen, i just cant tell you when. Things just keep getting in the way, life i supose.

I hope you're all well, thank you everyone who wished me a happy birthday too. And merry christmas in advance (i dont think i will be on then. Dont know when i will be.)

I think i need to start fresh. When i do come back. But first i need to find a reason to do art again, not just because i have to, but because i want to. Not at that place yet.

But yeah just thought i'd stop by and let you all know im not dead, and not to worry because its nothing serious. Just have to do a bit of soul searching and find my inspiration again.